I am bipolar type1, borderline personality, complex ptsd, depression diagnosed at 8 and long term anxiety!
Today and for the last few days it’s been hard to even wanna love. I have so many dark thoughts I cannot even control them. I’d imagine I should be commuted but, someone who have to pay attention to me to do that.
I feel so lonely all the time even when I’m in a room full of people.
I crave death, I have sense I was little. I dream of the ways I’ll day, i always think about when or how, how I could do it! Maybe if he lucky someone else would take me
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